Relationships, love, and marriage..

So I was humbled tonight. I was flipping through some pictures of this wedding. I didn't know the people that were getting married, but I knew some of the people that attended the wedding. One of the pictures was of my friend Kohn. Made me think of all those people that can't walk or talk. My brother Tim, like Kohn, can't walk or really talk. Chances are neither one of them will never get married. Not because they aren't amazing men, but because they would have to depend on her more than she would have to depend on him. They can't provide for her needs. Now you know what I mean, there tends to not be women or even men that line up to marry someone with special needs. Though God did create some pretty amazing people that look past a person's out faults and looks at their heart. It just makes it ten times harder for a person with special needs to have a relationship. That really humbled me tonight, made me think twice about my relationship status. That isn't to say that those that do get lonely aren't justified. I am just speaking for myself. I am at a state in my life where I don't need a relationship. I am at a state where I would rather see those that I love married, than myself. I wish more people with big hearts were around than it seems. I pray that someday Tim feels loved, needed and special the same way that you do when you are in a relationship. I pray that same prayer for some many more people. Thats all for today... just clearing my head and putting down my thoughts :)

Faith, hope, love & Trust

The title of my whole blog is called; Faith, hope, love & Trust. Those are four words that describe who I am. Faith is what gets me up each morning. Hope is what helps me dream. Love is what makes me smile and why I have faith and hope. Trust, wow, trust is something that is very difficult for me. Many people have broken my trust. My heart has been broken so many times that it makes it difficult to trust very many people. I don't let very many people into my life because of trust. It is something that with God's help, I work on every day. Maybe through this blog I will be able to get out my thoughts and share a little bit of my life with you.